I thought bravery was part of my character. I've taken a breath & leaped every chance I got. Reckless, maybe, but also brave, I think. These days, the weather keeps me indoors, Johnny's health gives me pause about going away, my knees make me reluctant to throw myself to the ground in karate ... & so on. I can still take courage in art, however, & I will continue to try. I just never expected to be someone who thinks twice. I guess it's exciting or at least interesting to see myself change, even as I get older, even they aren't changes that seem like me. But they are me & I am them & I'm grateful to be taking the whole trip.